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this may help update you [15 Apr 2006|10:21am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | some shania twain song on the tv ] I use these things to help update people on my life. Here it goes: Name: Melissa Birth date: Oct 17 Birth place: Grosse Pointe, Michigan Current Location: Florida Eye Color: blue Hair Color: blonde Righty or Lefty: Righty Zodiac Sign: libra LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: Polish, German, and some other stuff What Shoes Did You Wear Today: none Your weakness: sweet talkers Your fears: Death Your perfect pizza: cheese with buttered crust Goal you'd like to achieve: be happy for longer than a week LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW Your most overused phrase: you were like... Your best physical feature: hmm...id like to say my boobs lol Your bedtime: well last night it was 5:00 Your most missed memory: when i was little LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK: Pepsi or Coke: Coke McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds Single or group dates: Single Adidas or Nike: Adidas Lipton Tea or Nestea: neither Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or coffee: FRAPPuccino LAYER FIVE: DO YOU/ARE YOU? Smoke: No Cuss: like sailor Single: uhm i guess Take a shower: yahh Have a crush(es): yes :) Think you've been in love: once, i thought Like(d) high school: ah not really Want to get married: eventually Believe in yourself: rarely Get motion sickness: nope, well sometimes on lonnnnnng car rides Think you're a health freak: haha NO Get along with your parents: somewhat LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH Drank alcohol: no Gone on a date: kind of? Gone to the mall: yes Been on stage: yes Eaten Sushi: no Been dumped: not really, i guess Gone skating: no Gone skinny dippin: nope Dyed your hair: yes LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER Played a game that required removal of clothing: once Changed who you were to fit in: yea, but i changed back LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER Age you hope to be married: uhm 25 Numbers of Children: 3-5 (with a set of twins thrown in there, im destined to) Describe your dream wedding: i really dont know How do you want to die: painlessly What country(s) would you most like to visit: ahhh idn LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY Best eye color?: green Short or long hair: shaggy Height: Taller than me Best first date location: ahhh i dont know Articles of clothing: relaxed clothes, jeans and t-shirt LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS Number of people I can trust: 0 Number of CD's I own: gazillion Number of piercings: 10 Number of tattoos: 0---soo far Number of times been on T.V: 0 Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: 2? Number of scars on my body: 3 Number of things in my past that I regret: 2 [ fall in love<33]

[30 Oct 2005|07:22pm] [ mood | in love ] [ music | my sisters country upstairs... ] so i havent updated lately. and this is how i will update LaYeR oNe- -- name: Melissa -- birthplace: Grosse Pointe -- current location: my basement -- eye color: blue -- hair color: blonde -- height: 5'8" -- righty or lefty: righty LaYeR tWo -- your heritage: everything -- your weaknesses: letting go of the past -- your fears: dying LaYeR tHrEe: -- your most overused phrase on AIM: lol...awww -- your thoughts first waking up: 5 more minutes -- your best physical feature: my boobs? lol idn -- your bedtime: around 11 -- your favorite memory: kissing in the rain LaYeR FoUr: -- pepsi or coke: coke -- mcdonald's or burger king: mcdonalds -- single or group dates: single -- adidas or nike: adidas -- lipton ice tea or nestea: neither -- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate -- cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino LaYeR FiVe: -- smoke: no -- cuss: yes -- sing: yes -- take a shower everyday: i have been lately --Have a crush: yea -- do you think you've been in love: yes -- want to go to college: yea -- like(d) high school: i hate school -- want to get married: yes -- believe in yourself: not really -- get motion sickness: yes -- think you're a health freak: nope -- get along with your parent(s): recently i havent -- like thunderstorms: no but i like rain -- play an instrument: nope LaYeR SiX: in the past month... -- had sex: yes -- made out: yes -- gone on a date: yes -- gone to the mall: yes -- eaten an entire box of Oreos: no -- eaten sushi: no -- been on stage: no -- been dumped: no -- gone skating: no -- made homemade cookies: no -- gone skinny-dipping: nope -- dyed your hair: yea -- stolen anything: no LaYeR SeVeN: have you ever... -- played a game that required removal of clothing: i dont think so, hmm -- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yep -- been caught "doing something": yes lol -- been called a tease: prolly -- gotten beaten up: no -- shoplifted: ya -- changed who you were to fit in: ya, and it sucked LaYeR EiGhT: in a significant other... -- best eye color?: green -- best hair color?: blondish brown -- short or long hair: shaggy -- height: 5’10-^ -- best body part: eyes, smile -- best first date location: the park -- best first kiss location: coney island lol aww the memories LaYeR NiNe: -- Numbers and Names of Children: 3, aidan jacob, caleb timothy, and hailey marie -- Describe your Dream Wedding: i couldnt even tell you -- How do you want to die: in my sleep -- Where you want to go to college: wayne or western -- What do you want to be when you grow up: a neonatal nurse -- What city would you most like to visit: anywhere in cali, or england LaYeR tEn: --# of people kissed: idn --# of drugs taken illegally: 1 --# of gfs:like 3, but one is like a 2 year thing so ya --# of people I could trust with my life: not very many --# of CDs that I own: alot --# of piercings: 10 --# of scars on my body: hmm --# of things in my past that I regret: none [ fall in love<33]

Only you know what is on my mind... [04 Sep 2005|11:08am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | Ready to Fly- FFH ] Well, I havent updated in a while I guess alot has happened but I really dont feel like explaining it all in here. If you want to know what has happened. I talked to Jow yesterday for a while. That guy really does make an impact on me. I guess he gives me a new outlook on life. He reassures me that God only gives me things that I can handle, and God will always help me through whatever I have to go through. Things happen for a reason. I give Jow alot of credit for having to deal with a relationship that has a slim chance of surviving in the real world. But him and Casey both have faith in God, and I am sure God will guide them in the right direction. I also cant wait until camp next year. I definitely love being there. I cant believe I have 8 more months. I went to the Brooks and Dunn, and Big and Rich concert the other night. It was EXCELLENT. My cousin Frankie was there, I met up with him and his friends for a little bit. Its definitely alot better being older now. I dont get treated like I am 5 anymore. I cant relate to my cousins a little bit more now that I am more expierenced with life then i was before. I applied for a job at Big Boy yesterday. I really hope that I get it because Travis isnt working me enough and they arent getting enough business to help me pay for my bills. I am like 500$ in debt. i owe Cingular 130$, my dad 160$, and my mom 44$. I know God will let this all work out for me. I have nothing to worry about. So I also determined the guys I had in my life suck. I need to let go and forgive them for all they have done to me. They just werent meant to be in my life anymore. I do cherish all of our memories. Well I think i am done for now. Ill add more if I think of anything. xox* Missa EDIT: I have a new best friend:) i love tori belanger. I have been hanging out with her alot lately. and i love her to death. yay. [ 4 fall in love<33]

[14 Aug 2005|12:08pm] [ mood | just chillin ] [ music | Pop Princess- Click Five ] i guess I should update this thing, seeing as I have been home for 2 weeks now and I still havent updated. This summer has been going pretty well for me. I am definitely happy with how it's turning out for me. After camp was over I hung out with Mike. He took me out on his sailboat and we talked about alot of stuff. It was nice to have someone to talk to. Then Monday I went over Courtneys and we went to Powderpuff conditioning. O wow. Not as bad as I thought it was gonna be but it definitely worked me. Tuesday i went to K-mart and out to lunch with Mike. We talked about Jade and what should happen with her. Then I went to P.P. Conditioning. Can you say OH SHIT! I was dead. Then Wednesday I worked. Then James came over and spent the night. Thursday we went to Cedar Point. That was awesome. :) Then James and I came back to my house. Friday we hung around until I had to work. James went home and THEN came back and saw me at work. How sweet :-p Then yesterday I went to Morgans and then Morgan, Kayla, James (:)) and I went and saw Wedding Crashers. Then we went back to mu dad's burned some cds, some guys came over and we hung out. Then we went home. And then sleep. lol. I woke up this morning and ya I am supposed to be hanging out with James today. We will see. more later xoxoMissa with love for nobody but myself [ 3 fall in love<33]

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We're going down, down in an earlier round... [30 Jul 2005|06:11pm] [ mood | my eye hurts ] [ music | Sugar We're Going Down- Fallout Boy ] well hello all! i was bored so i decided to update. one more week of camp and then we are back to normal. i love autumn cuz she emailed and that totally makes her awesome, and i love tori and joann cuz they came up to camp and visited me and james. im kind of upset that camp is going to br over soon but hey what can i do about it. it has def, been the best summer of my life. then again im only 16 so that doesnt mean much yet. I am def. going back next year, cant wait! well im gonna go eat some food cuz im straving, update more later. xoxoMissa [ 1 fall in love<33]

[24 Jul 2005|09:04am] well i am home from camp for the next, hmm half hour? so i figured, hey why not update your journal. well, a lot has happened. i broke up with mike. and now im going out with james. its been a month. i<3 him sooo much. ya ask him what we are...not me still talk to mike, but hes going down the wrong path, and thats not good. i wish i could help him change but he seems to want to use his bad habits to make me feel kinda guilty for leaving him. it was for the better of me i guess. anyway camp is awesome. soooo many cool people up there. its gonna be so hard at the end of the summer. i kinda wish camp would last forever, but it wont. definitely hope to go back next year. most of my days off and nights off are spent with james *obviously* and ya i dont get very many of those. i have 2 of the coolest new friends ever. TORI AND JOANN. they are the sweetest girls ever and i love them to death. theres sooo many awesome guys up there too. oo its awesome. and i love it. well i gotta get going now. email me or something. boys@cyocamps.org (subject: MELISSA MARKHAM) xoxMissa [ 1 fall in love<33]

[17 Jun 2005|08:23pm] 01. reply with your name and I will write something I like about you. 02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you. 03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be. 04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you. 06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of. 07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. 08. Put this in your journal ya...whynot? i<3mike [ 10 fall in love<33]

[12 Jun 2005|12:53am] [ mood | wet ] [ music | Hampster Dance (dont ask) ] well, I havent updated this thing in a while I dont even know what I should put in here. Lets see, me and mike are okay right now. I havent talked to him tonite and I kind of wish I did. I have been hanging out with Morgan alot, and Nikki alot. Its gonna be sad when I leave next Monday for CYO camp. I am not quite sure what I am getting myself into with this CYO camp but I am kind of excited. 7 WEEKS I am mostly gonna miss seeing Mike. I finally get to see him everyday (starting wed.) and then I have to leave. I will spend almost ever minute with him until I leave. School is finally over. I have been waiting since August. THANK GOD! thats about all. Today i worked and then went to a bonfire with morgan. Then we came home and jumped in my pool. Then I changed and went to her house and now I am here at my dads getting ready to sleep. I am so tired. Well. More next time. i <3 mike xoxoMyssaoxox [ fall in love<33]

[01 May 2005|12:15pm] [ mood | thats a f'ed up smiley.."lazy" ] [ music | africa-->howie day ] welp... not much as been going on since i last updated this thing. me and mike havent gotten the phone back and we are allowed to talk. so this is a step. yesterday i hung with kelli for like ever. we cleaned her room, decorated her basement, went to the mall and had a hell of a time, set up for brandons birthday party, had the party, and then I went home. I talked to mike till I feel asleep. today i have to work. 2-10. sounds like fun to me. my mom is in florida right now. she will be back on friday. im kinda here to fend for myself. a tad bit rough if you ask me. me and mike have been getting along really well lately. definitely not as much fighting. its sooo nice to just talk to him calmly. he talked to me the other night about alot of deep stuff. it was nice to talk to him like that. im so hungry right now...so i made my self a ham and cheese sandwich. yummy. well im gonna go now... ---i bless the rains down in africa--- i<33mike melissa [ fall in love<33]

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